silence

Sitting alone, in front of a black screen
Just thinking
Of nothing
My ears ring
I thought i could hear myself thinking before...
But now its not there anymore
Confused and atrophying...
Hopeless
No more reason to live
Wasting away
Snap back to reality
I've drifted again
In this beautiful music
That carries away my soul
Crying out for mercy
This awful thudding of my blood
Pounding in my ears
Trying desparetly to get out
In this beautiful music
That swallows me whole
Leaning on the side
Holding onto this thin rope
Called sanity
In this beautiful music
Called silence